К черту

[Picastro - No Name]

К черту. Do you like to feel down? I'm starting to think I do. Чего-то хочется, непонятно чего; а, может, и понятно, но подсознательное понимание несоответствия желаний возможностям клинит мыслительный процесс. That's when apathy comes. Самое дурацкое, что апатия чередуется со статическим шумом от обрывков каких-то трудноинтерпретируемых чувств. В такие моменты музыка слушается особенно продуктивно - буря эмоций. Причем мозг отвергает любые мажорные ключи; дайте минора - мне плохо, хочу, чтобы было еще хуже. И ведь нельзя сказать что я так уж feel unhappy, объективные причины отсутствуют. "I feel very very happy, so please hurt me". Сначала я не принял слова на свой счет - просто идея понравилась. Теперь я думаю, что это exactly про меня.

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My cool new friend once said: "Boys are like macaroni - a simple but great product." Yep.

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"Yesterday was dramatic, today is okay"


Well, my ears are still ringing. This false Drum'n'Base party (it wasn't D'n'B as I was told (no idea what dnb is, though (yeah, i love parentheses (no, really)))) wasn't so bad, actually. I've spent a nice evening watching people and trying not to go deaf (exciting, huh?). Somehow this son of lumiere beaming on people's jeans and three glasses of cider were keeping me amused all the time. Some guy made a photo with me and then I filmed him (what a jerk (he is)). Some girl tried to speak Lithuanian, bet as nekalbu. Then I left.
"Yesterday was dramatic, today is okay"

Rompre L'Indifference De L'Inexitable Avant Que L'On Vienne Rompre Le Sommeil De L'Inanime (whatever it means)

Nuu, koroche. Why am I doing this? Oh, well. Today's (and yesterday's; f-word, I hate this am/pm stuff!) evening was a cool one. Talking about different and sometimes crazy stuff without this false shyness (that's what I'm really learning to do at LCC) is so EMO(tm)! :) Just kidding, it's not about emo. Hating life and people is cool, but generally, it takes time and effort to learn to appreciate it. Mmm, so random. F-word it.

Howdy!

Do you know my first rule about blogs? DO NEVER POST THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF. It's boring and nobody's interested. Well, that's what I'm going to do here - it'll devote this blog to myself. Don't try to stop me. I've just been reading my friend's blog (Vi4ka) and felt a strong desire to start my own. It's almost 3 a.m., I'm having Business Math test this morning and I'm totally not prepared for it. Well, who cares. Not me, I guess.

A few words about this nickname (Katz). It came from a cool cartoon on Cartoon Network called Courage the Cowardly Dog, where a pink dog, Courage, was saving his human grandma and grandpa from different zombies, aliens and other evil spirits. There was a negative character, Katz, a skinny green-eyed ominous cat. Some classy phrases by him were: "Sorry, no dogs allowed" and "Welcome to Katz' motel, I'm Katz". So don't be surprised if you see them somewhere around. Years later I found out it's quite widespread jewish surname. Well, I'm a 25% jew, at least. Now you know. Don't ever ask me again.